YAY! 3 years of IxS in one video XDD

Big shout out for Holly who helped A LOT with the very first part back then!

Some parts have extra frames for transitions at the end and/or in the beginning. They might seem a bit off because of that.

2013
00:00 - 00:31
2014
00:31 - 01:11
2015
01:11 - 01:48
2016
01:48 - 03:02

The Studio:
tinyurl.com/gna88v7

You don't have to go through the effort of reading the stuff below since it is mainly sth I did write for myself.
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[18th December 2016]

I have been a member of this studio for more than 3 years and that very fact surprised me today while scrolling through my files. Thanks to curiosity, encouragment from a friend and a faint echo of the "past me" who really looked up to IxS, I auditioned. This year our leaders had to make a hard decision and closed the studio for good after uploading its 5th anniversary MEP. Hearing the news of puting an end to IxS made me cry and I never had done so before because of a studio. It is still some kind of shock to me since this studio was something that felt very solid to me.

You have to know that I am really bad at expressing certain kinds of emotions especialy through editing. Give me a rock-ish action themed part and I feel comfortable. Ask me to display romantic love with a pop-ish song and I get depressed and grumpy.

Proud of beeing a member but really ashamed of most of my parts though I often hesitated to upload my edits for IxS. There is only one IxS Part on my channel so far. My done parts never satisfied me since I wasn't used to edit to certain kind(s) of songs that IxS worked with. But netherless stubborn me was strongly motivated to try and keep trying. For sure the kind words of the leaders, the encouraging and understanding, played a big part in my motivation to just do my best at something, that felt maybe at times even a little uncomfortable, in order to surpass my own set limits, to feel the joy once I manage to create something satisfying or maybe even good. With the years I grew fond of all the "new" songs IxS showed to me and got a better understanding of at least some parts and tried styles I was kinda afraid of before.

Personaly, I think I made progress and wanted to display that with this compilation of all my MEParts for this studio from the first to the last one. There are parts which I still don't like and even feel ashamed of (some more recent ones too) but there are also parts that I love so much and am proud to be able to call "my edit for IxS". That in itself is an awesome thing for me since I had really annoying insecurities. Yes, I am a very confident person overall but also just a human with weak days. And me doing this here just shows my deep respect and love for this studio. At least it is supposed to do that.

Thank you.